100 Technicolor Bottles

Dear all

i have decided to drop all i'm doing here and run away to enjoy the cold weather down under. I must say that this is quite a last minute thing i'm embarking on, but i like the adrenelin rush i'm gettin out of it!!! The last time this happened was in 2000 when i hastily packed up and left for Thailand for 2 weeks. This time around it'll be much different cos i'm gonna get to meet Marc, Nat, Bert n Tiff again!! Bloody miss those cool cats.

I wished more of my mates were able to come along with me this time around, but since everyone else is still slaving at work or is broke-ass.... i'll have to fly solo for this one. good thing i've a fren joining me later next week, and the slaXed crew to hang out with when i'm there.

well... i've never been very good at the journal thinggy, so i'll leave it at this. I'm off to Melbourne for some party, meet a few DJs, pass around some of my promo CDs and maybe build some contacts for future endeavours.

Love to all, and please don't call me unless its an emergency! all else is to be directed to my email - foresight[at]operamail[dot]com

Raf

PS: i leave on Friday 2nd July @ 1520hrs

WHO DA FUCK IS CECILIA???

Chapter 7:
The long winding road back to my former self.....

Well I guess you all kinda realized
that my darker days are pretty much gone
but unfortunately not forgotten
Therapy (which incurs potent doses of alcohol and friends)
Have been real helpful and my central nervous system
has realigned with the funny bone
I have lodged at the back of my skull,
school starts in a few days and reflecting on it .....
Since I completed my first year til now
it pretty much seems im back to where I started,

fudge ....

Now what it means is I have to get down to
the immediate restructuring of goals and priorities
and i guess you might be seeing less of me,
but trust me I wont dissapear completely,
I guess my vicious comedy is most potent
in strong occasional doses because
Im afraid you might all die from my
relentless verbal assault.
on that note.

Peace
better to have loved and lost

Sounds on Sunday:
Previous track - Basement jaxx - Good Luck (Roni Size Remix)
Now playing - Pig Destroyer - Cheerleader corpses
Next track - Sigur Ros - Fyrsta

encore~ chi chi chi chi chi Hu HEA !!!!
sexy chipmunk yo

See those 3 chicks? well ignore them. Look behind. Someone you know? :)

Chapter 6:
Its all I want.....

Im gonna get some pussy for stealing a monkey.........

emo is now unfashionable
Im back !!


HERAN TAK HERAN
GOYANG TAK GOYANG

Sounds on Sunday:
Previous track - Dashboard Confessional - Saints and Sailors
Now playing - Fischerspooner - Emerge (Marco Bailey Remix)
Next track - Los Amigos Invisbles - Superfucker

Chapter 5:
the haze of my heart

Yesterday should be historical, I finally got drunk
thanks to my beautiful friends and also to my only
real love (Alcohol). I guess my emo is over for good
and I woke up today not only with a killer headache
but also with a re-realization of self worth that
has long eluded me for days weeks months.
I guess im gonna be okay now.

oscar, thanks man.

Chapter 4:
ihatemyselfandiwannadie

I'm at work now the sun outside is ridiculous
and im surrounded by people who are totally
preoccupied with expressing themselves or
reaching out to whoever or conversing with
someone who they know, love, miss ..etc

I sit here behind the counter and observe
and passively watch in total jealousy
cause .......these people are lucky
I feel so much alone right now.
fuck

later today im watching a movie ive seen
maybe i should just jump in front of a train instead

Sounds on Sunday:
works sucks life sucks you sucks
Previous track - Oasis - Wonderwall (noel solo acoustic)
Now playing - Pearl Jam - Cropduster
Next track - Pulp - Party Hard

Today I intend to watch The Day After tomorrow again.
am I a glutton for punishment or what !?!